The Art of Letting Go
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
After arriving here in Nashville on Monday, its hard for me
to find something to say. I already miss Cape Town and all my relationships
back in South Africa so much. John and I’s experience in South Africa was at
the very least amazing, and truly believe God brought me on this trip at His
perfect timing. God prepared my heart for this trip specifically, whether I
realized it or not. In college, being on my own for the first time, I had a lot
of struggle with my faith and lots of doubts and questions. I felt like I did
not really know how to genuinely live for Christ. Thus, I know for a fact God
brought this trip into my life at the perfect time. While in South Africa, God
used His word, His Spirit, and the people I came into contact with to teach me.
Pastor Ohm was a huge contributor to this, and God constantly gave him wisdom
to speak into John and I’s life. Each day he would encourage us in the mission
field, but he also would give us guidelines to live by when we went back to
university in the fall. Through all this, I began to understand the true
meaning of “For the Kingdom,” which I think every Christian should
learn/experience. Our purpose on this Earth is to serve and love Christ, love
those around us, and bring forth his kingdom. Every aspect of our lives should
involve furthering God’s kingdom, loving others, and bringing God glory. Though
I am not in South Africa anymore, my work as a missionary is not over. I don’t
have to be in Cape Town to make disciples of Christ and love others. I pray
very seriously that God will bring me back to Cape Town to work in the future
because South Africa now holds a huge place in my heart, but right now I know
God’s plan for me is in Knoxville. Already I feel the temptation to just jump
back into my old schedule and live as if South Africa was just a vacation. But
as I go back to Knoxville, I want to study for God and not seek money or
approval. I also want to make my relationships more God focused and Kingdom
minded. Lastly, I want play Rugby for God’s glory and experience His joy, as
well as share Christ with my teammates. Please pray that God will give me the
strength, focus, and grace I need to be obedient to Him and follow his will
with every step that I take. I hope to pray harder, read more, love better, and
live more joyfully as God takes me into this new year.
Saturday, July 28, 2012
I can’t believe we only have one week left here in South
Africa. It’s sad but these past 3 weeks have been amazing and I am super
excited to enjoy this next week. Teaching character this past week in the
Khayelitsha high schools was really interesting. We were joined by two local
missionaries named Pumzelay and Twanda and a Korean missionary named Paul. We
all enjoyed sharing with each other about our lives, about South Africa and
American culture, and about God in each of our lives. We went to a different
high school each day, and in the class room, John and I would be introduced and
helped by Pumzelay, then I would explain the meaning of diligence, and John
would relate it to the students lives and explain why it is importance. While
in the schools, I observed a number of things. It was discouraging to see how
students were always late to class, would just leave trash on the ground where
ever they went, and most of all, made very very poor scores on their tests. It
seemed like there was such a wasteful and apathetic attitude in the students.
However, although this was discouraging, it showed me how important this
character class was to these kids lives and made me thankful that Paul,
Pumzelay, and Twando were giving their time for these kids on a weekly basis.
Despite these discouraging things, it was also awesome and super encouraging to
see these kids reactions to our lesson on diligence. At the end of the lesson,
John got the kids to write down what they wanted to be when they grew up, what
steps they would take to accomplish it, what distractions or obstacles there
might be, and how they can overcome them. In Khayelitsha, there are a lot of
broken families, unemployment, drunkenness, and gang violence, and so it was
sad to see so many kids apathetic about school. But then to hear them put their
dreams into words and write steps they want to take to become they dreams was
such a blessing. In general, high school kids need hope, encouragement, and
inspiration to make their situation better than it is, both in the U.S. and in
Khayelitsha and I pray that the schools we went to can continue to be changed
into places of hope and character. This is what we would do each morning of
this past week, and then in the afternoons after lunch, we would go to the
construction sight and continue building. We completed all the frame work this
week, cemented the floors, and nailed on the roof and most of the walls. I pray
that this preschool will be an encouragement to the community and be a place of
hope, learning, and a place for God to do his work. Lastly, today, our team got
to climb Lion’s Head Mountain, which was awesome. Every part of South Africa is
so beautiful that it literally looks like a postcard or something out of
National Geographic where ever you go. Anyways, please continue to pray for us,
pray for the youth of SA, and pray that John and I would continue to grow and
be obedient to God on this trip. Thanks.
Monday, July 23, 2012
These past few days have gone really well. Thursday we got to go teach a 7th
grade class about hope, dreams, and creativity at a deaf school. The kids
laughed so much and were so much fun. We helped them make stars out of paper
that they could decorate, and then we had them write what they wanted to be
when they grew up in the middle. Then we took a picture of each of them holding
their stars up. It was really cool to get to see these kids put their dreams
into words and to get to see the smiles on their faces as they concentrated on
coloring. It’s easy to think that these kids would let their situation or their
disability discourage them, but they had so much joy and were so attentive. As
we were leaving, the teacher came out of the classroom and stopped me real
quick. She told me the kids really
wanted to know if they could have copies of the pictures. John and I hope we
can print out each of their photos and give them to the kids before they leave.
Also, construction on the pre-school has been going really well. Today we
finished the frame of the building, so our next step is to lay the concrete for
the floor and nail up the metal walls. Today was also my birthday, so yesterday
after church, me, John, Asisipho, Luvvyo, Zulani, Josh 1, Josh 2, Sarah, and
Jessica all went to eat at one of the malls in Cape Town and played mini golf.
None of the local leaders had played before, so it was a blast. Today, they
also all wished me a happy birthday and I got a card signed by everyone, which
was awesome. Tomorrow, we will continue construction but we will also have our
first day in the high schools teaching character. I think we might start with
diligence. To close, I feel so blessed for all the relationships around me on
this trip and everything I am getting to be apart of in Khayelitsha. Please
pray that God will continue to work here, and that he will bring his joy, hope,
and salvation throughout South Africa. Also pray for the people of Khayelitsha,
because the gang violence and witchcraft is so much more prevalent than I
imagined. Many of the local leaders, such as Pastor Mfundo, Lucky, and Luvvyo
were all very deeply involved in gangs before the became Christians. But this
violence even starts at early ages. This morning, one women gave a prayer
request at Bible study asking to pray for some 15 year old kids who have been
fighting each other and killing each other. So please pray for these people and
for God to move. The local leaders mentioned above are amazing examples of how
God has moved, saved, and redeemed people here, so pray that God continues to
do so.
Friday, July 20, 2012
Pray for Khayelitsha
Whats up everyone!?!? I hope you are having a great day, and seeing how God is blessing you! Well I thank you ALL so much for your prayers because they are working! I was pretty sick this week and I needed super natural strength and to go on with my day. And God answered my prayers, but please be praying for Luke because I think I might have given it to him! :/ So just pray for Luke and I's health, because we are very active and it sucks when you feel terrible! In other news I just want to share with you all what God is doing here, and how He is working inside of me! Well one thing that I realized this week is God is working on my patience. I have just got aggravated this week over small things, but are affecting my day. Also I'm recognizing that South Africa needs our prayers for; the parents, they are not accepting their responsibility as a parent. Also pray for the South African boys, there is a lot of teenaged boys getting involved in gangs, and terrorizing the community. And lastly pray for the men in the community. In Cape Town there is an 80% chance that at some point before your child is 18, that he/she will be raped, and a little more than 60% will be raped more than once! And what's even worse is that, most of the rapings are done by their own fathers! When I herd that my heart just sank.. I didn't what to say.. should I ask God if he fell asleep in Khayelitsha? I don't think so, I think this shows how much these men need God, and how we as a world are not standing up for what is unlawful , for what is unholy. I know that is some serious stuff, but it is time to start praying for serious, real problems. Thanks so much, and I know we have the power to move mountains through our prayers. Much love you all! I can't wait to see all of you soon!!
-John
-John
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Luke: Working in Khayelitsha
Above are just a few more photos from our time at Trans-Sky and Cape Point. At the beginning of this week, we were given our new
schedule for the next three weeks. Now that we are in back in Cape Town, our
work and focus is in Khayelitsha, a slum that holds about 1 million people. All
the roads are mud and potholes and most everyone lives in metal shacks.
Generally, each morning we will go into the public schools to teach classes on
character, such as self-control or patience. This allows for us to play games
with the children and teenagers and share the Gospel with them. Then in the afternoons we are helping
to build a pre-school, which will help educate the community and be a place for
God to work. We also have children’s church after building each day, were we
play games, act our Bible stories, and give snacks to the children. Today was
our first full day, and I loved it. We arrived at one of the primary schools at
about 930. We got to teach 3 different 7th grade classes about
patience, and John got to share how praying to God takes patience, but God
brings blessing, even if it is not in the way we think it is. The kids listen
so well and are somehow both shy and enthusiastic at the same time. In between
two periods, the kids had break/recess, so we all got to play soccer with the
kids, which was a ton of fun. Then we all went to lunch at this hole in the
wall restaurant called Sasa before we went to the construction site. I had a
plate full of lamb, beans, and potatoes with some gravy and vegetables on the
side. When we got to the construction site, the outside cinderblock was already
set, so we spent the afternoon cutting planks and nailing them again for the
frame of the walls. Lastly, we did the children’s church, playing games, acting
out Jesus calming the storm, and eating chips. There was one little girl and
one little boy that came up and talked to me and wouldn’t let go of my hands or
stop smiling, hahahaha. They even got in a fight with other children who were
trying hold my hands too, woops. Any-who, I’m so thankful for each new
experience I get to have here in Cape Town each day. It’s a joy to get to joke
with the local leaders here and have them teach us new Xosa sayings each day.
Their commitment to African Leadership and their joy in serving Jesus is so
encouraging. Keep praying that God will send the Holy Spirit to each place we
go, and that each community we are involved in would be given hope and
encouragement and would come to know Jesus.
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